Monday, 8 September 2008


My emotions are really starting to bug me. I can't seem to have an emotion lately without it being to an extreme.

I don't know if it's because I'm adjusting or everything is so new or it's just because I am stressed and tired, but I can't seem to just be OK.

I am either completely paranoid, wracked with worry, utterly depressed, beyond freaking out, aching with homesickness, super excited, or ecstatically happy. I can't seem to level out and just be ok or content. If you mapped my emotions for the past two weeks it would be a series of spikes and lows like a damn EKG or lie detector.

It's exhausting to live like this.

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